I’m in a weak condition I want to hear you say I’m not imagining things. You’ve got my mind racing 24/7 and I’m a wreck for wanting you so badly. You’re always just within reach but I can never feel you’re arms around me for she commands all of your affection. My heart races at the thought of you, my pulse quickens at the sight of you and oh what it might do at your touch.
My eyes desire you my thoughts want nothing more than to leave my mouth when I’m near you, my body aches for you. I sometimes want nothing more than to hear your voice, see you smile or brush your hand. Every touch I linger and I notice you linger to and then I wonder if I’m imagining things, but somehow I don’t think I am. I know you desire me I just wish it were stronger than your will power as horrible as that may sound. I think our passion could rival most, or at least I dream it could.
The frustration is palpable. I look forward to seeing you most days and I dread it all the same. Every minute around you is precious, I forget the world but for you when I see your smile and look into your eyes. When I cannot see you is when the pain sets in, when I crave your presence and wonder whether you feel the same. You make excuses to see me, to be around me and linger and make me believe and see things that you later deny only confusing me and confounding me.
I understand but it does not make it right. I want to face you and to tell you to take me in your arms and hold me and lift my chin and stare into my eyes as our lips draw closer and closer until I can feel your breath on my skin. I want your hands to caress my face as our lips touch and I want you to kiss me more passionately then you’ve ever kissed anyone and I want us to linger as we part breathless.
I’m trying to outrun these feelings and thoughts, feels like they’re chasing me down. Do we stay in limbo forever will these emotions dissipate or will we continue to suffer? I want to yell at you life is short make the most of it, dig deep down inside and tell me there’s nothing there worth taking a chance on and I will do my best to move on. I can’t move on not knowing, people say I fall easily but I think I only fall for the right people we all have something to learn in life and we learn from each other.
Teach me and I’ll teach you maybe we can learn something worth wild together.